I can't picture my life without you

2010-11-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

nobody is perfect.
everybody makes mistakes.
and my just happens to be this period.
maybe i am in the wrong, and I'm sorry for it.
I've said my apologies so many many times.
but i somehow still feel awkward towards you, like it'll never be same anymore.
i don't want that to happen. i still wanna be your good friend.
i don't wanna part.
are you gonna put so much that we've been through behind with the past?
or are you gonna continue our book of memories with all the fun that we've had?
your decision. not mine.
you should know who you are.
think about it.

2010-10-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

finally, exams are over mann!
haha. can rest already.
well, i hope that all my hard work will pay off mann.
today, home econs and maths was a little hard.

dude actually, i dont think you're such a bad friend after all
but though, many people don't really like you
i think that you're ok.. for now

2010-09-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

today, went out with ken and june! met at KFC first but then headed off after eating
then, we went to plaza sing to watch movie, but in the end didn't watch,
dont know cause of what reason
then instead went to orchard to walk.
after that, went back to AMK hub to walk but after a while, got bored and decided
to go home.
cause of SOMEBODY...

went home, slept and talked to en xin the peanut on the phone.
had a good talk with her though.. for like an hour.
its crazy.
but what can i say?
we're a pair of crazy friends!

2010-09-04T10:32:00.003+08:00

Some friends just cant be trusted.
some friends just cant be forgiven.
some are just people i HATE.

so what, i tell you one secret and you've gotta let everyone know it?
you think you who sia. anyhow tell other people.
there wont be a next time anymore. i may pretend to be nice to you,
but in my heart, you're just a Fff-ying BITCH.

2010-08-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

life keeps getting worse mann.
my brother is fking irritating to the core luh.
he like keeps blaming and trying to correct me in everything i do.
as if he's any better mann.

problems keep chasing after me,
everytime one is solved another appears
why cant life be peaceful
why cant life be problem free?

fk this mann.

2010-08-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

today dame crazy:
talked about horny and fun stuff.
infatuation; armpit hair and others.
airbender show sucks to the max
and i felt like i wasted money on that show mann.

2010-08-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

forgive and forget
thats what i long to have
and i've finally got it...

today, went to school dead tired, went to council room and slack, arranged the tees for the councilors and talked with zalifa on the way home :)

2010-07-01T20:58:00.004+08:00

together we stand;
divided we fall.

you aren't some person that can just steal my friends.
they stick to me.
you hate me?
fine. but you don't have to bad mouth about me.

well, i guess that hatred against you is no use anyway.
i may appear to be lonely,
but it does not mean i've got none.

2010-06-12T13:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday was crazy;
played and watched a movie.
ran around with the sec1s and maverick;
enjoyed myself a lot in the end.

Finally you're willing;
i tot it'll take forever.
but it seems different;
are you true or a deceiver?

2010-06-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

table tennis today;
arrived late, trained little.
7 bucks on lunch
and lastly online for 3 hours.

don't stop believing;
bad days are here.
only when you turn to God;
then will you stop grieving.

2010-06-06T22:13:00.003+08:00

Memories of you;
turn into hatred within me.
i had to let things out;
only then i could get you out of me.

Hatred; love and lastly best friends;
whats the difference?
if both parties regret?

2010-06-05T14:06:00.002+08:00

The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me;
there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me;
the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever i fall;
you say it best,
when you say nothing at all.

2010-05-25T21:27:00.003+08:00

Today had the council investiture;

ken was fun, Qian yan was kinda serious, hugged Jun Hao, went crazy and hyper during the photo taking and everyone laughing and asking me to take pics with them, went for dinner at NeBo.

And lastly, today zalifa was crazily high and we kept laughing; doing funny actions; and took the same train.

Guys; friends; council mates ROCKS!

2010-05-23T18:08:00.002+08:00

Respect and integrity
its the key to friendships.
truths and secrets
is what you must keep.

Friendships;
they make life just feel great.
what friendships you plant in your friend,
is what you will reep.

2010-05-22T14:17:00.002+08:00

day by day, each day is going by;
two words: life's boring.
my mind is filled with hatred;
and those old memories come lingering.

i've got to work things out;
i don't know what happening.
but for now,
i'm just lost with nothing.

2010-05-13T17:47:00.002+08:00

oh my dear friend, you're always my best
you took care of me
and i know that sometimes i treat you unfair.

but if that girl did the thing that you cannot bear,
and you leave me,
and when dark times come,
who else can i depend?

2010-05-10T15:17:00.002+08:00

the deep thinking in your brain
makes you find out for the answer
guides you into a never-ending road
deep within it suddenly appears.

I was so worried
but your words made me feel secure
but you say it best
when you say nothing at all.

2010-05-07T14:38:00.001+08:00

The sense of accomplishment
its a great feeling.
the sense of regretfulness
is painful to the heart.

2010-05-03T21:55:00.003+08:00

i tot you were still with me
but in the end you moved on
i still loved you
but yet now i found out the truth

my heart was broken
but i guess times have changed
so i guess i'll just have to let you go
and move on just like you...

2010-04-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

solitary.
its a big word.
but now thats what's occupying my mind
was it something that i did?
was it something i said?
i don't know
for all i know i didn't do anything
then why is this following me?

oh well,
i guess this was destined.

2010-04-20T18:57:00.003+08:00

The feeling's inside you,
the secret crush on a person,
but when double crossing happens,
there's a pain in your heart.

the future's in my vision,
i could foresee this was coming.
And now that its time,
i guess i should just let go.

2010-04-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

My horrible dream;
is now my fantasy.
what started as a quarrel;
is a blessing indeed.

When i look in your eyes;
i don't know what i have done.
i've made many attempts;
but what i can do is none.

our friendship is crushed;
but i've gained a lot more.
i feel that it would be better;
if i did not know you at all...

2010-04-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

papaya=stupidity...
(to me)
had a papaya contest and losing.
had cca, and was tiring
torturing jean and was FUN!

2010-04-10T15:28:00.003+08:00

The look on your face,
always cast a smile on me.
the excitement of your laughter,
always makes me do the same.

2010-04-05T21:15:00.003+08:00

What is life?
is it full of misery?
or full of happiness?
i don't know the answer.
but misery is the enemy i'm facing right now
and i don't know how to defeat it
but one day i know it
i know that it'll be destroyed
and happiness will come to me
like a child to its mother.

2010-04-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

My conscience is clear. i didn't do wrong
but somehow i'm facing the consequences
of what is not my fault.
what has gone wrong
that now i'm in this state
please help me oh lord
to get out of this whole mess.

2010-03-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

i knew it was coming...
it was what i predicted...
that i was gonna be left out,
after all i had done.

i should have prepared...
but i was laid back.
i should have gone with my instinct.
i regretted it......

2010-03-19T13:28:00.002+08:00

phew... finally all my problems are solved!
yesterday, it was like a miracle!
i thought that wilson will still be like dame pissed with me...
but when i went to benjamin's house,
wilson like some sort of forgiven me already!
so its like a miracle!

finally wherever i go i can put a smile on my face,
knowing that there isn't any problems...

however, i feel that the friendship between jean and me is falling apart...
but i think only time can heal it...
so there's nothing i can do,
but just wait.

for i know that the day is coming...
the day that all the wait is paid off...

2010-03-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

I don't know whats happening in my life.
when one thing has been resolved, another happens.
i feel like dying.
its like its an endless trial.

at first, it was jean.
she suddenly ignoring me and did not sit with me anymore.
but finally it was resolved.

then, it was denise.
i don't know but one day,
she was suddenly angry, but i don't know what i did wrong to her.
then it was resolved on saturday.

and now, after the camp,
wilson is angry at me.
because the pole that i was holding i tried to drop it to my friend,
but it hit onto wilson accidently,
and he says that i did it on purpose,
cause i lost in the game.

problems keep happening in my life.
i don't know what to do.
problems are killing me.
please God, please help me.

2010-03-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

Without you now,
life is like black and white. its colourless.
i'm always thinking about last time.
i cant get rid of it in my mind.

i don't know what you're doing now,
that you're not even willing to tell me a single thing.
you might think that i'm always telling you about what you did wrong
but i did it as a bestfriend, out of concern.

i hope that we could get back together quick.
its very normal to have fights within friends,
but only the best of friends can resolve it.
i hope that we could be best of friends still,
but i just get this feeling like i won't be anymore
i can't fight this feeling.
so if it isn't true,
then show it to me, and prove me wrong...

2010-03-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

if time is what you need then fine.
if you're uncomfortable with talking to me right now, fine.
but i'm just worried that our relationship will end here.
i have got no one else but jonas and enxin to talk to about this,
but i know that it is worth it.

i know that you're a good friend
and i don't wish to leave you
i know you won't treat me like this forever
so please prove it to me and not make me disappointed...

2010-03-09T20:59:00.006+08:00

why are you doing this to me?
i cant take it anymore.
this is a little too much.
i tot that i was your friend but maybe i mean nothing to you anymore.
or maybe i was all along nothing to you.

please at least say something.
suspence is killing me.
if time is what you need,
then time is what you will get.
come on,
i don't know what to do.
i need you.
i need a solution.

2010-03-08T21:47:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wonder...

are there friends that you can trust?
are there friends that will always last?
are there friends that stay with you will stay true to you till the very end?
are there friends that will follow you in every part of life's bend?

sigh i dunno whats happening in my life.
everything seems difficult and tough.
its like almost too hard to handle.
i feel like giving up.
i don't know what to do.
i'm stuck in between.
what should i do?

Are you really a true friend?

2010-03-07T21:27:00.003+08:00

hey you know what?
i think that you're not a true friend
i treated you well but you did not
i thought i could trust you but its all wrong

you betrayed me.
you let me down
you make me pissed
you took away all my happiness

you're not worth my effort
you're not worth it.
i made the wrong decision.

2010-03-03T20:19:00.007+08:00

Finally...

the test that i usually have are all over for the term. i'm like dame happy right now.

but i just got something to say.

you think that you're so good... you think that you're popular and everyone likes you..

but you know what? you're wrong. for all i know many people don't

you're attitude is erractic.

you're nice at times but you suck to the core.

my friends have changed their mindsets about you.

they hate you.

and also, for the person that talked to me last night and the night before, thanks a lot.

you helped me just when i needed you.

-your name is matchless, your name is priceless, your name is more than i could know...

2010-02-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

Finally, the silent war is over...
yesterday during IAP drama, wilson was angry at me, simply because of the fact that i didn't group with him...
But today, thanks to GOD, the matter has been resolved and now we're back as friends again!
Phew! the silent war was finally over!
i'm so relieved...
thanks a lot for the people that talked to me when i didn't know what to do:
1. Benjamin
2. Jasmine
3. Lucas
4. My mother :)
5. GOD! of course

anyways, i feel very relieved now that everything's back to normal. i have a chinese test coming up tmr, but i'm not really worried cause i know that god'll be there for me.

- you died for me, you help me and you never left me. how great is your name, indeed you're worthy to be praised. when i fall down you pick me up, when i am dry you fill my cup, you are my all in all....

2010-02-20T12:03:00.003+08:00

YOU SUCK TO THE CORE ...
YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT
to think that last year you rock...
but this year you suck... i dislike you sometimes
and you're like dame proud and always talking bad about me
you think that you're so good
and you're always looking down on me
i hate you to the core. you suck mann

2010-02-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

hey guys!
sry for not posting for soooo long...
cause i was caught up with homework every night and didn't have much time to post...
today, went to school for cny celebration...
had a celebration there and also some class activities...

i was actually planning to go back to chongfu, but all the students there had to leave by 11.30.
and my school activities finished at about 12 so couldnt go in the end.

accompanied jasmine to go to j8 cause she wanted to get some handcuff thing but couldnt find.
then walked past a store and i bought this bread keychain thingy... while walking around, saw kahlida at zinc 0.0
then had lunch at yoshinoya and at there, meet denise and her gang with zi xin and shanice they all...

went home, wanted to use computer actually, but in the end went to sleep cause tired...
and woke up and using com now...

thats all for today... will try to post during this chinese new year and i wish all of you readers a,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

-you look so beautiful today, when you sit in and its hard for me to look away......

2010-01-09T12:36:00.002+08:00

sorry about not posting for so long!

urm i went to taiwan from 27 to 2 january, had a lot of fun and joy
then also wanted to visit mii wei and mii chiang but didn't have the chance...

then after that, the first day of school already have the first training... went with wilson there and then the week just gone by...

yesterday tution was dame fun sia... my friend go take picture of the teacher showing her butt... then go send me... dame funny then after that the whole class keep laughing like mad... when i came back, msged wilson till 12 plus then slept,
this morning woke up and went for breakfast with my parents then went to popular to buy books and files and then came home, now slacking, waiting to go church soon...

-every step you climb another mountain, every breathe its harder to believe

2009-12-23T14:50:00.002+08:00

hey guys,

today, woke up early at 8, to go for table tennis at 9 at toa payoh safra.
went there, first thing i saw was xinyee waving, then i saw yong kang and ming jie, too bad today wilson never come, cause of fever.

then played table tennis, played against joyce, 3-0 then played with jasmine, 3-1 and finally huimin, 3-1

i was quite happy with my performance today, compared to monday's, it was like bad luck day for me sia... every match also lose...

then after that, went to gym with jasmine to lift weights and also did cycling and trackmill for about one and a half hours and then went home...

was like dead tired when i reached home...
anyways thats all for now... now msging jonas...

- why do you have to go and make things so complicated...

2009-12-20T20:30:00.003+08:00

hey guys!

gonna be christmas soon!
and i just came back from the charis youth camp on friday, which was a whole lot of fun... during the camp, i got closer to many people, had fun, and got closer to God.
got to know joash a whole lot better and emma too!

today, went to church early in the morning with my parents for chariskids, i was still helping out there as a teacher. today they had christmas games and they were all very fun!
then later in the afternoon, had choir practice with the charis youth and also singing practice with the children church cause i was the one playing the piano for them on christmas.

then shortly after the full-dress rehersal had ended, it was the youth christmas party! i was in charge of the games, together with crystal and wilson, it was very very fub, especially during the 'dress the yiggie' game cause everyone was dressed very funny, but in the end, jerome still won that game cause he looked super funny!

then after that, went to play a game of soccer with the guys like jerome, jonas, kian hee, lendl and many others, had a lot of fun until my dad had to leave so i had to go home too...

-what hurts the most, was being so close...

2009-12-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

today, went for table tennis at 9-12, jasmine didnt go cause she say sick or what...
then play play play, then go opposite go rest, then finish, then go meet jean and cherianne with wilson for lunch at macs...

then after that wilson go bathe or what at his house, while me, jean and cherianne go his house there the playground go play here play there, got this dragon thing, then i go sit :)
then that jean wei go take picture T.T...

then after a while, wilson came then we play, i made funny remarks here and there then half way cherianne went off, dunno for what....

then me and jean went to wilson's house, see here see there (dun see any difference even though he say got the feng shui ppl go his house) then i play com :)
then after a while went home with jean, cause she going to bugis...
then came home, tired, bathed, and slept until now :)

so thats all for today :)
byes

2009-11-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

hey mann!

today had table tennis training again :(
tmr gonna have a friendly match against krangi sec...
but i not going :( i really wanted to go sia....
but ms wong didn't tell me earlier so i already arranged with my dad lers...
so can't go tmr...

today's training from 9-12, quite sian....
then played match against wilson, at first thought i would lose, but in the end i won! 3-1
then went home, had a bad headache so talked to jean awhile then went to sleep...
then woke up already, ate dinner and watched tv :D

so thats all for today...
tmr going to changi village hotel for something...
i think i gonna enjoy it!
yeah!

so guess i have to go now!
byes :]

2009-11-27T15:38:00.002+08:00

hey guys!

today's a public holiday...
went to bake cookies with my mom :)
was like dame fun :) bought a box of premix gingerbread man and baked it today :)
it was kinda nice and i decorated it like nicely :)

i decorated one for my mother and one for my dad :)
but for the last one, i just ate it up...
anyways, thats all for today :]
later then maybe post again!
see ya!

2009-11-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

actually there's many people that you can trust in this world....
everyone in this world is different... different characteristics, different looks....
there isn't two of the same...
and everyone's different
for all you know....
dun worry :)

i'll never pang seh you...
you've done countless things for me and i owe you a lot :)
you've brought me a lot of joy and laughter and the good times we've had...
i've known you for a long time and there are still more times to come in the future :)
she's only a friend to me, nothing more than that, rest assured
so dun worry :]
this is a promise

2009-11-23T20:34:00.002+08:00

hey mann!

today, morning went for table tennis, from 9-12 :)

but sad luhs... no wilson there.... then coach ask us to have friendly match among ourselves, then in the end, we competed and guess who's the king?

Mee!!!! yeah!!!

haha... then came home with jasmine, and ate lunch too :)

then slept all the way until 6.40pm when my parents came back so nth much to post today :(

See ya!

2009-11-17T20:34:00.007+08:00

Hey guys :)

back to post again :)

today, went out with jean, wilson and jasmine again :) went to plaza sing to watch 2012... got tickets for 11.30 slot, but surprisingly, it was quite crowded in the whole theatre...we only could buy our tickets at 11, so we walk walk around, then i go point to this and that, say this one wilson, this one jean, this one jasmine (ps. its fat fat one for jasmine!)then after a while, go kopitiam then slack there while i play psp :)

then go buy tickets, then go buy popcorn and stuff then go inside the theatre to watch the movie.. but i ate like about half the popcorn before the movie even started 0.0then started already, i never eat lers... the show quite nice, the ending kinda incomplete (to me luhs O.o)you guys should go watch mann and now, i wanna watch 'astro boy' and 'new moon'... oh ya and i forgot to tell you guys, we also saw this christmas tree which was like upside down...it looks dame weird i tell you...

the upside down christmas tree! 0.0

2009-11-14T14:02:00.002+08:00

hellos people!

just came back from councillor camp!

had a lot of fun! but, was scared at some parts, especially the night trail...

but, in the end, i got over it and i was happy with myself :)
last night, slept at about 2am, and woke up and 6am, but feel asleep again and woke up and 7.30 in the end...

we also had this amazing race around singapore! its very fun... we first went to ion, orchard then went to bugis, then chinatown,then to changi airport, then to bishan and then back to AMKSS!

its was indeed very tiring, but it was a hole lot of fun! Qian yan was the funniest and the most enthu and she was very nice throughout the camp!

the changi airport, terminal three was very fun de... there was this big machine that shoots out ping pong balls and if you found a ping pong ball with the changi sticker on it, you could get a prize! you guys should try it mann, it was DAME FUNN!!!

anyways, i had a very fun time during the whole camp and i really enjoyed myself! i'll definately remember this event for life and exactly what happened!

so, BYE BYE :]

2009-11-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

Yay! today went for bowling with Jean, Wilson and Jasmine :)

i know i dun mean to be proud, but i got the best score! :) got the best score of 103
could have got better, i know that, but then, each time i saw how Jean, threw the ball, i simply couldn't stop laughing like mad, and wilson together with me too
(however, dun mean to offend you, Jean)

then, after that, ate lunch together at macs, then walk here and walk there, at first walk around marina square, but got sian... so went to Raffles City :) walk here and there, and enjoyed the fun time cause we keep laughing all the way

then so sad, Jean had to go home for piano lesson :( but never mind :) so we went onto the mrt, and me and jasmine went off at toa payoh

then, me and jasmine went to buy ice-cream from macs, and then walked around while eating...

then, went to jasmine's house go play chinese chess with her :) and guess who won?

ME!!!! yeah!

haha then went home :)

haha it was a fun day though! Byes :)

2009-11-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hey guys :)

today, woke up at nearly 10, ate breakfast, watched tv and went to safra for table tennis training from 12 to 3, a bit boring there though....

needed to keep playing table tennis with people the whole time...
so, played with wilson most of the time....
but then, the coach asked me to challenge joshua...
and i won!!! yeah! 3-0
matches: 11-5, 11-4, 11-6

then, after a while, me, ming jie, wilson and yong kang sad together and talked about sucky ppl and sucky teacher.... dame funny, we keep talking about teachers unglame pics like for example, the time that mrs chia never button one of her chiong sum buttons -.-''' but we laughed until quite fun, talked until the end of training and went home with jasmine :)

2009-11-07T12:23:00.002+08:00

Woots! haha today's saturday! gotta go to church today!

so happy today, cause no more tution for the rest of the holidays lers :) yesterday is last lesson :) and thursday's class outing was simply fun!
kk let me tell you what happened...

i met wilson and zhen xin at amk mrt to go to east coast together, actually also suppose to meet hassanul, but then wilson say that he confirm late de, so we went off first...

then actually suppose to share cab de, but wilson say that we take mrt to pasir ris then take bus... but hors, i tot east coast is not in pasir ris??? then wilson and zhen xin say that i very stupid and that east coast is actually in pasir ris.... but i was thinking that it was in bedok area.....

anyways, i went with what they said... so we took mrt to pasir ris... then went to find, but no buses go there :(

then wilson and zhen xin said take cab, so we took cab lors....
then in the cab, waited like dame long de..... seem like quite far de, then i saw that we were exiting pasir ris!!! no!!! so i was correct de, it wasn't in pasir ris!!!
then in the end was like $12 so ex rite???

anyways, went there, saw shanice the gang and michelle they all... no guys yet :(

after that, the others came with bryan lam and then the rest came with mr tan they all....

went cycling with bryan, zhen xin and wilson, they went to beach and got soaked in water cause of jian huang 0.0 lol thanks mann!!

then, got bbq, then i started the fire and then the RAIN had to come.... Grrrr..... but then, so nice:) the other classmates help me to hold the umbrella and b.lam went to help me with the fire, then after a while, it started :)

but the fire kept going out cause of the rain, so had to keep relighting...
but in the end, the bbq was done and everything was eaten up, thanks to michelle alot too! cause she went to help to buy a lot of stuff, and thanks to the ppl who helped to hold the umbrellas!!!!

then, haha went to play mayonaise with karin and she kept screaming cause she said it was like EWW!!!! lol haha.... then everyone ran to the sea there, leaving only me, karin they all to clean up :( then after that ms jin asked the others to go clean also, while i ran away!!! yeah!
with b.lam to the toilet.... haha

anyways, after that, got lost while trying to find the bus, but in the end, we found a bus stop, which had bus 13!!!! yeah! thank god mann.....

its was a day not to be forgotten, and a memory to keep...

well, will be posting again soon!!!

BYES :)

2009-11-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

Heys!

Hehes.... today is the first day of the holidays :)
today, went out with bryan lam, wilson, jean and of course ME!
today, went to amk hub, met bryan lam and wilson at amk hub at like 9.30am!!! so dame early sia!!! all thanks to wilson lors.... ask us to meet so early 0.0
went there, ate macs the $2.50 meal.... while bryan ordered some student meal thingy.... and wilson didn't eat.....

then, after that met jean, then went to amk hub the theatre to buy tickets, at first wanted to watch my sister's keeper, but bryan don't want, they ended with watching the tsunami thing.....
the show was like at 11.50 and the time was like 10.30am!!!!

still got like 1hr and 20mins sia.... nth to do....
at first, went to foodcourt and slack there..... after that, walk around amk hub, then walk to central, then walk to jubilee and then walk at central, back to amk hub, then to food court -.-''' like one round sia.....

then about 11.35, we went to the theatre, bought popcorn and drinks then went into the showroom.
at first, while walking inside, bryan lam go trip me sia... FOR NO REASON!!!! grr...... but nvr mind :) i forgive him later on.....

the movie, quite nice, some parts funny, some parts touching.. (but i never cry) then in the end, the movie like dame nice sia.... (:

then, me, wilson and jean go j8, walk around for 20 mins, then went home :)

so... thats what happened the whole day.....

thats all :)

BYEBYE!

2009-10-28T20:50:00.002+08:00

today so sian...

morning, went to yio chu kang stadium for sports meet. Waited like for dame long in the sun... felt like sleeping ^^

but then after a while, my turn to run in 100m sprint, at first 2nd :) but then after awhile, got dizzy and fell down... so sad T.T then got blood... at least thanks to the red cross ppl, they helped me to patch up the wound :)

then, asked Zhen xin to help me in the relay, 4x200m... i so sad sia... couldn't compete anymores :( but then, Xin ze represented jia jun as his what hamstring broken or something like that... but then, since he was first, he was kinda slow... so starting, our house got last.... but never mind :) cause at least i admire him for his courage in participating in the sports meet :)

then in the end, quite a few events our house got last few, like the relay and the few 100m races (one of them was cause of me, i guess ). but at least bryan lam won a medal :) congrats bryan :)

and i think marcus nai won a few too... and brescia got the shot put 1st!!!! congrats :)

then after that... like leaping home... cause leg very pain.... especially when coming to slopes :( and STAIRCASES!!!! so pain... but never mind i can take the pain...

then borrowed jasmine's ds and played while jasmine kept reading my joke book and kicking my bed -.-''' ( and the jokes were super lame... )

then, parents came home and jasmine went homes.... time like past so fast sia...

then, after that msg karin and wilson :) and talked to jean on the line :) which was kinda fun...

and, now i'm using the computer :) but like nth to do sia... like no one to chat with.... thats why i'm blogging :)

anyways, thats all for now :)
byebye :D

2009-10-26T19:33:00.004+08:00

woots!
today i went for golf-ing :)
that is, with my school friends :D
came to school about 7.20? then talked to zi xin while on the bus thru sms and then while walking to jasmine, came into class not long after.....

then in the bus....
Bryan lam kept msging me about what to wear and what to bring 0.0 lol......
talking to jasmine in the bus too :)
whoa cool actually i can multi task :)
i can msg bryan lam and zi xin (ps. i think they are enemies), listen to music and talk to jasmine at the same time 0.0

anyways, came to school so early for councillor meeting de...
then drag till like 8.30, which was quite late....
but never mind de ba... its part of being a councillor

then after that, headed for the golf club in a kinda rundown bus....
sat with hassan, but ended talking to justine and michelle on my right... cause hassan was listening to music, michelle was talking about crumplers and how good was it while talking about karin that she also want to buy one.... and blah, blah, blah.......

then at club, had no group, then sat in group with Jian huang and Shao zhe :D my good frens :)
but also group with that ryan hon -.-'''
then at first, did warm-ups with teacher which i tot was kinda lame....

then, headed to the zone where we could hit some balls ( dun think sick ) and then i hit some, but i tot i did quite well though.... :)

then went for refreshments, then ate a chicken burger and bought for hassan a pack of fries
then, headed for the mini games,about the golf and other stuff.....
the coach was talking about the rackets and balls and how to hit it and stuff, while lucas and sean was busy talking to me about kueh and about it....

they also said stuff like:'' shing shiong, quan shi wei le kueh'' ( sry, in chinese )
-.-''' lol.... but i ended up laughing until the others were like thinking what i was laughing about.....

after a while, had second break and ate a ice-cream....
then had gold competition :)
so sad i wasn't chosen but never mind :) cause i just played for the fun :)
then surprisingly, wei zhe got first :) congrats wei zhe!
then shao zhe got second :)
and 1 gurl from 1b got 3rd....

then after that, had to run to the bus as late already and came back to school....

well, thats what happened and thats all :)

so,
BYE!

2009-10-23T17:44:00.003+08:00

Woots! today went to jasmine's house... actually... i'm already posting this post there...

got 2nd in level for end of year exam :D dame happy now :D have prize from school de... just played nintendo ds for about 2hrs, now seeing double 0.0

later having chinese tution :D lol... after exams still need...

yesterday went for lunch with brendan and jean wei :) then urm... jean bought like this monkey stuff toy o.o thats why spent so much time there...

then they tried to force me to take bus home, but ended up taking mrt home :) took only 15 mins :)

eating ice-cream now and jasmine is doing weird actions with her ice-cream 0.0 dame retarded... but never mind :) cause so am i :)

today, nth much to type, played ds for almost the whole day so,

BYE BYE!

2009-10-22T16:46:00.001+08:00

Fall for you

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2009-10-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

Whoa now the time is 21.05 :) wait tomorrow got school! sian :(

anyways, this morning woke up and left the house at about late morning... at first quarelled with wilson.... then got very upset and disappointed with myself....

but thank god JEAN was there for me!!!!
when i was sad, she encouraged me a lot! thanks jean!!!

and after like tons of msg, and a few minutes or hours, it was finally resolved!
so i'm like dame happy now :)
dun know how to express it :)

anyways, today enjoy myself a lot.... and i learned about true friendship today :)

and, today i learn about how precious friends are, especially in times of need....

had to complete like the whole pe project just now 0.0
now like dame tired...
anyways... now a days can post more cause finish end of year exam already :)

anyways... gotta chat on msn!
blog more next time! :)
good night,
Andrew

2009-10-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

Woots! finally the exams are over!!!

Now i think can blog more le >.<>

now i feel dame relax and shiok sia..... now very happy cause like can relax and go out a lot of times :)

but then hor.... i think i cant be first in the level anymore sia..... i think my results drop or the others are getting better de.....

but never mind :) cause like i think dun study hard enough anymore like last time.... anyways, still very happy and excited..... yesterday just went out with church frens to watch movie....

i watch 'imagine that'... that show was kinda nice but i was concentrating more on texting and eating popcorn in the cinema -.-'''
also got watch cloudy on tuesday with classmates :) the guy dame cute sia... and also the story line like quite crappy.... but also quite nice de

also, on wednesday, i went to east coast with marcus, bryan, wilson, hassan, zhen xin, jia jun and benjamin. me, marcus, bryan, zhen xin and wilson go cycling IN THE RAIN and marcus keep complaining about his butt pain -.-// LOL!

anyways.... will be posting more :)

Thats it for now :)

2009-09-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

Sigh... so sad for me sia.... right now i alone at home sehs....

cause my parents went to some church retreat thing ma....

anyways, i think i should go study soon sia... later hor, then end of year can do well and get present from parents :)

aiya dun care maybe use the computer a bit longer.... yeah... i know i very long never post already rite.... THATS WHY NOW I'M POSTING.....

Wa lao i don't know what you write sia.... oh ya i know already....

What i can do alone at home:
1. Watch TV
2. Use comp
3. Go out :)
4. aiya just slack at home
5. go study
6.go sleep ( like Willie long (:)
i bet he confirm doing that now lor....

Wah... En xin you today leave so early.... end up can't eat subway sia....

sigh.... tmr still need to go for the IAP drama practice at hassan's house.... i don't feel like going sia but must go ba.... cause then can like score better.... you know... i feel damn retarted doing the play sia... we have to use like toy guns for the play =.-

anyways... wanna go play facebook liao...

bye bye :)

2009-09-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

Wah... So long haven post de X.X
i know you all very anxious rite???
i know i very famous la but... can wait ba...

yesterday is teachers' day de... i wanted to give mr tan and ms jin teachers' day presents but never get to go up to class cause got to help out with the student councillor stuff... And i had to be at the parade square the whole time in the sun, timing the classes for the AMK warrior thing... but all my frens say that i was lucky cause it was pretty stuffy in the hall...

but to me, i think otherwise...
After the whole thing i felt like going back to primary school to see mrs wong de... but then very tired by then, felt more like going home and sleeping (which is what i did...).

-next day (today)-
Today already teachers' day!
i went to message mrs wong and it turns out that actually she wasn't in school yesterday cause she was on 2 mths MC. So lucky me!!! ^.^ i made the right choice!!!

then i went to play table tennis with jasmine and i won her 3-1 :)
Now very happy sehs...
but then hor.... i always win her leh.... most probably cause i'm a guy and i'm more skilled :D

anyways, gotta go now...
gotta eat dinner with my family now....
BUH BYE :D

2009-08-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! i revived my blog today!!! ^.^

You guys must have thought it was dead rite???

anyways, got to go and have lunch with En Xin and Jean on sunday :) it was kinda fun though... even though it wasn't as fun as the last time...

Today i went shopping with my mom :)
i bought like a few items too!!!

And don't worry hassanul, i remembered to buy your G3 pen :D

i bought:
1. Phone case ( $11 so ex...)
2. Me favourite can soup ^^ (you might think its lame though...)
3. CANDY!!!! ( ps. i have a sweet tooth... (: )

gonna buy a small zinc bag :D hope it doesn't cost a lot cause i'm paying by myself :(

So happy today sehs... NO HW!!!! AND NO TEST TMR!!!
and best of all, i could rest for the whole day :)

Well... today was kinda funny in class ya?
Denise they all invented a gang called the NA NA GANG.... (LOL!!! -_-''')
And now Hassanul says that they are the enemies of the sisterhood gang... ( ME INSIDE SISTERHOOD ^^)

then we were inventing our calls and stuff for the gang and we had a fun time in sch...

Anyways, thats all for now....
May or may not post for a while... depends on my mood!! ^^

2009-08-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! i finally get to post ^.^
it has been so long since i last posted!!!

Anyways, today had a literature test.... it was soooo HARD!!!
but, i am so happy now! now that i can't get that test over with and stop studying it (for now)

Sigh.... still have to study for geography test on thursday!!! so tiring!!! >.< sometimes i just feel like taking a break... but to get good results, i have to study hard ya?
just got a set of headphones on sunday! it was kinda expensive, but its good... i mean you can't buy good stuff at cheap prices rite? ;D

i am now quite nervous about the test results about the literature test!!!! hope can do well so that my efforts in studying won't go to waste.

Anyways, if i don't get good results for the literature test, i will:
1. Study alot harder!!!
2. use computer less frequent (that means can't blog for a while...)
3. use the pencil box that En Xin gave to reduce stress (my pencil box is also a stress reduction kit) ^.^ quite useful though....

if i get good results, i will:
1. continue to study hard!!! Jia yous!
2. maybe can use computer more frequent ^.^ (you know what that means!!)
3. try to study on a frequent basis next time...

Now come to think of it, i kinda happy that i already sec 1 ^.^ i dun really lyk p6 though... lessons are kinda boring and always give alot of homework!!!
i know its kinda random but you know...

anyways, for more updates of my life, wait for the next post!!!
See Ya X.X

2009-07-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

Heys!!!!!
anyways, just ignore the past blogs that were not post by me :D cause its not me :D
no thanks to En Xin........

And i don't like to go mustafa like what me friends said.......

anyways...... yesterday had table tennis..... ended like at seven... T.T so long..... i come back very tired already like the whole body aching like that... i think you guys won't know how it feels like anyways.....

and i hate tuesdays the most.... cause i got 6 subjects!!!! and my bag is like damn heavy...... =.=// carry already like want to die like that...

but the good thing, is that there is only 2 subjects tmr ^.^ .... i know you're jealous brendan :D but don't worry.... its just too bad you're not in 1/2 :( really wished you were in the same class as me :( but at least we're the same school :D

man.... i wish en xin, jean, me and brendan were siblings :D that would be like so COOL!!!!!! but too bad :(

Can't wait for jean's birthday on urm.... Opps forgotten -.- nvm.... something december eh... wait i think its august.... anyways somewhere this year ba..... :P we're going to..... to.... oh shit... also can't remember where we're goin T.T

oh ya.... sry about the long time that i had not been posting.... was busy with work and blah blah blah....

Sigh... this week got so many test until want to die :( got english on monday, science tmr, chinese on thursday and last but not least, history on friday :( gotta study for so many >.<

Anyways.... hope can come to church this sunday for service with En Xin :D
( provided that theres no hw )

gotta go study for test now :D

2009-07-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

i think i am officially gonna become the blogger now...XD.

i am helping andrew post AGAIN,since he is too lazy to,or too'busy' to.
went for youth today,went to kbox.
(i dunno what they did,cause i didn't go so not gonna post anything about it.)
ok thats all for today,didn't see him today in church,so i dun really know what to post about.
lol.and too bad for you andrew,didn't go for service today,so you can't kill me.not even next week,unless you are going for service which i doubt.(:
ok bye.
en xin:D

2009-07-18T19:03:00.000+08:00

andrew is yet again not blogging,so i am going to blog for him since his blog is kinda half dead XD.
andrew, its like i am the bloggerXD,lol....
anyway,i am blogging for him cause i am freaking bored!haha.
andrew,i know you are gonna kill me,but who cares anyway..ok,now for updates:
-working very hard until got no time to blog...LOL.
-cannot wait till go buy coconut oil!!!
andrew,unless you going service tmr u cannot kill me:D
ok thats all for today.bye
en xin

2009-07-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

andrew:this is en xin and jean writing.cause his blog is like dead!so we can't take it anymore.haha.btw:andrew does not know that we are blogging for him,and i bet he is gonna kill us when he finds out.HAHA.his excuse for not blogging is cause he has been doing work.WOW!so hardworking,yeah right....
this post is by his awesome two friends:en xin and jean(:
wants:coconut oil(:
andrew,only you get such special treatment,without us you will just die.hahahaha.
(andrew is for sure gonna kill us,but anyway who cares...,andrew just to let you know this is sth called revenge cause you are always so evil!)
and we know that we are such awesome friends,like duh,we are the best pple in the world that you can meet,so be thankful.well,other then********************:D
by:en xin and jean,ue awesome friends.
see,we made your blog alive again(:
here is how this all started:
en xin called jean,theh told her she couldn't stand andrew's blog being dead so she told jean lets post for him,so yes.haha!XD

2009-07-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

Woots! this is my 3rd time posting ;D

Whew!! finally the people in brendan's class can stop talking behind my back about me liking a girl in their class.... ;P sooooo relieved.... this whole stupid thing started when i got to know a girl who is both schoolmate and neighbour..... and then their class started to say stuff like i like her and so on..... (you know what i mean...)

anyways, today is the best day :D i finally dun need to worry about them anymore ;D
And... today's day in school was like so damn funny!!!! i dun really hate them anymore :D

my good friend Hassanul in class pronounced my friend's name called Karin as Karen...... haha..... i laughed until wan to cry already....... and i used like a whole packet of tissues..... ( aiya... if you were in my class you would understand....) and then from Karen into 'curren'... that was even funnier..... while i was presenting the powerpoint slides, my friends said that word and i laughed half way during the presentation.....

HAHA!!!!! so funny.....
anyways.... today was good..... and during tution, i could eat 3 tubes of mentos and 2 packs of gummies ^^ what can i say?? i'm a candy addict :D and i could msg my fren during the tution too.... and i could still understand what the teacher was saying :D i'm so pro right?? can double task so well.... haha

thats all for now :D

2009-07-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

Yeah! today is officially my second time posting a post ^^. i would like to thank En xin and Jean for making this blog for me... this blog rocks!!!

Woots! today got out at amk hub with Lendl and Jean for lunch (and abit of window shopping la).... today, while i was walking with Jean and Lendl, i just realised that Jean was quite short.. (Jean, don't be hurt.... somtimes.... people are born short... :D) we went to a bread shop and Jean couldn't even reach the 3rd shelf.... LOL!!! and then when we walked past a necklace shop, Jean was shorter then the counter -.-''' so meaning that if she wanted to purchase a necklace, the cashier might not be able to see her... haha.... jkjk

Jean was even funnier..... she was complaining that she was very, very hungry, but when we went to teppanyaki, she ate less than half and said that she couldn't eat anymore and was extremely full... LOL!!!

And then after that, Lendl came over to my house and we had a good time ^^ even though i had to do up my homework after he left :(

But all in all, i had a great time.... however i wished En Xin was there too!!! it would be more fun... but she was shopping with her cousin... ( En Xin, i bet you bought a lot of items right?? ) Haha... anyways, i had a great day today and all of us enjoyed ourselves :D

2009-07-07T18:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! I finally have a blog of my own ^.^ this is my very first post.......

i dun really know what to write though.......

Woots! so happy ^^ just got a new phone on sunday ^^..... i got LG viewty..... so good ^^ i'm like so damn happy that i finally got the phone i wanted.....

Too bad for En Xin and Jean though..... they really wanted that model too.. but i got it before them.... ^^

Sigh.... yesterday was so boring...... had to do a stupid stress test on the school website in case the school closes as a result of the H1N1... it was a complete waste of time..... i started like 8am in the morning and did it until like around 5 plus in the evening... my whole youth day holiday was used up just to conduct the stress test to check if the school website can take it if the whole school log into the school system.

I could do much more yesterday if i didn't have to do that stress test.... i could....
1. Watch TV
2. Chat Online and play Facebook ^^
3. Go out with friends
4. Play Table tennis 0_0

well.... instead of all these fun stuff i could do.... i ended up doing only one thing.... ( which is not in the above list )
1. Stress Test on the school website -.-'''

Sigh.... indeed what a boring day yesterday..... but i guess the stress test was beneficial though..... i wonder what improvements the school will do on the school website......