I don't know whats happening in my life.
when one thing has been resolved, another happens.
i feel like dying.
its like its an endless trial.
at first, it was jean.
she suddenly ignoring me and did not sit with me anymore.
but finally it was resolved.
then, it was denise.
i don't know but one day,
she was suddenly angry, but i don't know what i did wrong to her.
then it was resolved on saturday.
and now, after the camp,
wilson is angry at me.
because the pole that i was holding i tried to drop it to my friend,
but it hit onto wilson accidently,
and he says that i did it on purpose,
cause i lost in the game.
problems keep happening in my life.
i don't know what to do.
problems are killing me.
please God, please help me.






